Dreams

Every people have dreams. Sometimes people have sweet/good dreams, sometimes people have bad dreams, sometimes they dream normal things only.In each person dream, they can dream about their girlfriends, good friends(male or female), more happiness which is dreaming where getting married and more.
When people dream bad thing(ngok mong -cantonese), people will sweat and will wakein a sudden where something bad happen in their dreams. All this dream, every people will have.But 1 thing different for me is manytimes of my dream will come reality where when i do a thing, and i feel that this thing i have done before but doesn't know when it happen.When i have a bad dream, i be scared that it will be come reality. The bad dream i had is a best friend of my jump down from a building in front of me. For me every bad dream that i have, don't make it into reality that allIf sweat, good or normal become reality is fine with me..

Still Can't Forget Her

After many things happen, starting last year august my feeling towards her come in a sudden, then try to speak my feelling toward her but when want to tell her but didn;t have the brave to speak up my feeling toward her especially that those three word...

Then i find a friend to talk and ask for advice and get some courage from a friend.. Then on my birthday try to tell her my feeling toward her and manage to tell her but take almost 45 minutes to tell those three word... why those three word so hard to tell.....

After that she ask me when those feeling toward her come.. then she reject me with some reason which like she not good girl to me to like... For me, is nothing.... then i ask her to take time to think 1st.....

Then i try to call, sms her because i miss her... want listen to her voice even can't see her but everytime sms and call her... no response that time like she ignoring me.... sad and hurt.

Then in this year, in Feb... at last she answer my call ady, we talk something else 1st...then i ask her again about the things, then she reject again... hurt again..... but i told her that i willing to wait for her no matter what....... then she tell me don't waste time on her.., find other girl which is better than her... that time i my mind think is when i find a girl which is better than her but feeling toward a girl are not less than her......

After that she sometime like try to ignoring me...... then later nothin already... me got sensitive on it or else??? nevermind as long she answer my call back enough...

then i heard she come back from her schooling for holiday... i want to call her out and meet her but can't get to her... and then in the saturday morning when i when out with two of my friend for a walk at lake garden.. in the period of time in the lake garden i message her and she got reply... thank... my feeling so excited... hooray~~~ then i straight call her when she reply me and she answered... in the conversation.. i try to ask her out but she that day can't because no transportation out.... then i feel a bit sad.... in a sudden, she ask me a question where need my help to fix her laptop... me that time reply no problem after ask what i should help on her laptop... then i ask her when she say maybe in the evening.... but she will let me know what is the time later.... that time i was very happy that i gonna meet her....

Then i the afternoon, i go to my friends house while wait her confirmation on the time and place.... then around 3 something like that, i received her message that she can't make it today...ohh.... my happy feeling drop immediately.... but she say want to pospone to tomorrow but the condition still the same can't confirm the time....(sad)... then i wait for tomorrow but me scared also where i maybe can't meet her because me going back to work already.... but i still wait her sms from her in the morning but none.. then i message her that i can't help her already with her laptop because going back at 3 pm.. then she got reply me...

Then until now my feeling toward her didn' t change at all even before she ask me to erase my feeling toward her.. just be normal friends but i can't.... what should i do?.....

Lonely

Feel very lonely nowdays, friends all at other place (all mostly study)...As for working... same as well alone starting on 12 August 2008, he go to kl and teach there. transfer by bossbut only fro three week. When he come back it's my time to go kl, exchange..then at there sure lonely again but will lonely during working time i thinkbecause many of my primary and secondary school friends and others are at kl but can enjoy there where there are no class(working).

Student

Students are people that enter school ann from school they learn and gain knowledge. Beside school, they will enter next level of schooling(after primary and secondary)..some enter A-level, some take scholarship like JPA, and more, some enter diploma, some take form 6, and more.....
Everyone will entering all this (lu chen).. as well as myself also have. But now me have entering working era and become a tutor which have to teach student. Me myself have become student before and know all of kind of student. But now me know more than previous when i become student.. because when i'm teaching, i found new attitude of one or more students.
Not all student i currently teach are good.. some come entering class but dont't want study... ask them write note, they say "ok ok, i will write, but they didn't write... what should i do?.. leave them or else....
Some of the student are good, even more their outside appearance like gangster,... they come and got the heart to study. That the study are easy to teach, and extra easy if the student have english basic.

Love

What do you think love is? How you treat love as?

From my opinion, every people will have love their receive and give to.. also will depend on what love their receive and give to...

The love their give and receive can be many types - from parent, sibling(normal)

- from friends (can be say normal too) can be say like friendship.

-This want is the most people want the kind of love is love receive from a special person (after succese call boyfriend/girlfriend)

Loves sometime are cruel where it can hurt people feeling. For example, couple break up. People love also can be used(pei li yong) to lead their goal(mu di).

Me sometime feel jealous to the couples.. where their love can be share to his/her partner.... This kind of love mostly need hardwork( li) to get it. Why mine so no luck wan, sad sad.. cry wuwuwuwu. When is the time come to meet my true love. waiting.. waiting...

Nowdays, most our people i knew(call friends) have girlfriend or boyfriend.. already receive or give their love to their special person. Happy for them which their found their happiness.

Work and Study

Choice between work and study? What will you choose? Work! or Study! Work have it's own benifits and Study also have it's own benifits.......( my oppinion)

Work can earn more money. From works we can give some of our salary to our parents.

Studies - we can gain more knowledge from what we have studies.

Working, we will enter the working environment but depend when. it maybe after your study or somethings else first then only work. Sometimes a person don't feel like to enter working environment yet (Maybe have own way of thinking). Some feel study is better, can enjoy, not stress then working(stress), and more....